I know how you feel. I cry and have panic attacks about death all the time and it is worse after losing my brother to suicide Jan 20th. I could never make it without my husband To my husband I wish I could turn back the clock mug I love him so much and I am so scared of losing him or something happening to him.
To my husband I wish I could turn back the clock mug
I can’t stand the fact that you find someone, marry them ,love them have children with and then one day they die!! or forget you ! my dad died 3 years ago and my mother is still not the same. I was only 28 when my dad passed away he had a heart attack at home and he was already gone within an hour when we found him! March 6th is when he passed away and coming up March 17th will be 3 years since we buried him. and I texted my mom on March 6th To my husband I wish I could turn back the clock mug and I told her I’m sorry! and she’s like why are you sorry?? “I said” I know that dad died and to me he was my father but to you he was your husband.” and I’m sorry that you have to live alone! and we both broke down and cried! I’ve been married for 10 years now. I have two children two girls 14 year old and our youngest will be 9 years old and I could never imagine losing my husband not even when we get older and it’s just a part of life and it happens naturally I cry about it everyday because I could never understand how much you could love someone and then one day they died!