In my life I love and admire. I suffer from severe depression for as long as Bear Yeah I’ve got OCD old cranky and dangerous shirt I can remember. I thought and feel that my depression is from how ugly this World is to each other. And when I feel like why live in a world of people that doesn’t care about each other.

Bear Yeah I’ve got OCD old cranky and dangerous shirt

Though I tell her I don’t want her to be stuck with me and have a better life. Since it’s short. To not waste it on me. I see that it’s not for her best interest. But rather mine. Because I am lazy. That I should change and do right by her. Or maybe I’m afraid I can’t change or won’t. I feel that my feeling are true. But see that my actions are hypocritical. Bear Yeah I’ve got OCD old cranky and dangerous shirt  Please help with some opinion of how to be a better person, for her and my kids sake. I have had advise. I have my own thoughts.

What a nice shirt!

Progress. Make a change as often as I can. Don’t expect it all the change at once. Some advice, is strictly negative in my reception of it. Thought my friends and family may not intend it to be so. It goes back to a video that you shared on English being a complicated language. But that is the problem with my feelings of hurting her. I say things that are hurtful. Though the intention was joking. Since I feel good when people laugh. I see the joke is for me, as it is hurtful too her. Most times it’s just her and my kids. So I’m not joking for attention. It’s just a trait I adopted from people.